I just don’t get it.
How could you ever do that to a friend?
Were you that desperate?
Were you high?
Were you drunk?
Just give me an excuse so I don’t have to believe you honestly back stabbed your friend. Any excuse, to lessen the awe. Something to relieve the disbelief.
Because no way in fucking hell did I ever think you would intentionally hurt someone you cared about.
I just don’t get it.
